Emo songs make you emo

"I think listening to emo song makes one emo."

".....hmmm? I thought that's already a universal fact?"


"...oh yeah....Maybe more detail. I think listening to emo song stirs that small emo seed in you to a great tree of emoness. How's that?"

"...uh huh....I guess that would qualify for now.. until further discovery."


It feels really good to listen to something that suits what we are feeling at the moment. When you are happy, you'll tend to choose a happy and jumpy song. So otherwise, if you are feeling sad, disappointed, in longing perhaps, you'll pick some slow-emo songs to listen to and dwell in the lyrics if it suits you...or maybe not. Well, if it doesn't suit, you may place yourself in that lyrics to somehow make yourself be the lyrics.

Of course, some will want to listen to happy songs during emo moments. Why? DUH...to make themself happy la. It may work to some with tremendous positive result, to another it may work just temporarily -- period of 3 mins aka the length of the songs, just like drugs, or another, it may not work at all and in the end he or she will switch back to emo songs.

Well, the after-effect of listening to emo songs during the right time is really destructive...to me at least...but agree agree? It makes one feel even worse after the songs, it leaves an empty hole in you, it lets you feel that something precious is grabbed away from you. Not only that, you'll feel self-pity at yourself and cry over it...for being pathetic or any other qualified/reasonable/stupid reasons. Then you'll replay the same emo songs to again get that feelings  because maybe you prefer to tend to your crying heart than abandoning it in a lonely room.

But still, i would say one who has been hurt tremendously and their heart is bleeding might prefer to that quietness. It gives them the time to focus on crying. Crying over what is from their hearts, not the cry that is nudged by songs.

Sometimes, i am too the fan of listening to such songs during such times.*grins*

"Uh oh...er.....you?"
"Sure la..saya ni human...go munch on that."

But in vain, of course it is just for "fun" because it does not help in any way at all. Run away as i might from the things that are weighing me down, i still have to face it. I still can't let it to wait. It'll just numb my whole heart, weighing even heavier than before.

Well, i guess the solution to a broken and bleeding heart is to cry out to Jesus. Many times in the past, i found myself not able to tell God what i am hurting or things concerning of my innerself because, somehow unconsciously, i always feel that God is more interested in other people or thing than me. Of course, its so not true at all. He is interested in me. He is also equally interested in you. He is very equally interested in other people too. But yet, He still see each of us very precious individually, each of us in its own different way of intimacy.


After going to so many hide-and-seek with God, i'll always return back to Him. I feel peace, and comfort when i go to Him besides assurances and His love and understanding upon me. So i'll always be "Why why and oh why eh i didn't go earlier to God la...aiyoooo...cut that hide-and-seek..such a waste of time and effort ni."

So,dont hold back things from God. *grins* If im sad about certain matter, tell Him. If im feeling extremely disappointed over something, tell Him. If im angry about something, or someone, tell Him. If i anything, tell Him. Ask Him for help. He is close to a broken heart. And He can heal it.

So yeah, this is just some random post about emo songs. xD

So.....don't emo-lah with emo songs....

Go find God! wee~