Injustice

I've never had the longest week in my life until this week. It was the most tiring week and will always be till i'm over Form 6. The timetable has changed and we are to go back at 3.35pm every Monday to Wednesday for Koko. The worst thing is that, the reason why we are forced to that schedule is just this simple reason -- we are the Guinea Pigs for the future generation. Well, i wouldn't really mind if its for the sake of the future, but the thing is, it's not even close to the future generation. We are just the failing Guinea Pigs for nobody because the future generation will not have to go through the same exam format as us. How 'honored' and 'noble' are we eh?

Well, i did accept that fact and was just being cool because previously, teacher promised that this will be until May. But when i heard the announcement today, i was really angry when the teacher said that this will go on until we finish STPM. Even during exams, we have to stay back for unnecessary and time-wasting activities. When i asked the teacher in charge about the alternative ways we can make this work to let us make full use of our time wisely, he just gave me some really childish and unreasonable answers. Equivalent to pointing to an adult saying that an elephant is a mouse and forcing that person to accept that ridiculous fact.

I don't know yet what action should i take towards this. Should i submit to the authority or claim justice over this issue. Because the latter seems really tempting. I can't tolerate with injustice. I'll leave it to God for now and see how it goes and hope God will see us Upper 6 through this impossible year.

Intercession tonight was great. It's so nice to be praying together as a church and to just seek Him together and listen to Him. I felt so refreshed after all the craziness in school and home. One thing i was reminded is that God does things differently than the world. His perspective is totally different than what the world perspective is. I sometimes forgot about how passionate is He towards the different ethnic groups. Besides, blessings in disguise! Hardships and persecutions in the end can be a blessing. For example, the Metro Tabernacle Church. It was such an awesome testimony. And i pray that every churches will stand up to what they believe in, not to compromise and lose hope and faith even when persecution comes in a greater frequency.

2 more days to go to weekends. But seeing the condition now, weekends too have to be turned to weekdays.

Have a great week.