Welcome the year....with?

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D!

Yes! I know! :D is a happy smile! *sigh in all feelings*


Its a new year!! and i think the number of this year is pretty cool and cute! :D

2010~! 

Cutie cool right? HEHEEE..

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i know that's lame, but who cares?

i don't think anyone really reads this blog anyway..haha!

So, just wanting to make a post in this EXUBERANT day!! :D....kinda.

For this year, i did not welcome the year by going to church for Watchnight or even went to any gatherings with friends to welcome the year or even opening my house or etc ways. At least, i did not in those ways. I just felt this time it was a little different or rather it should or must. I needed peace. I needed concentration beside all of those excitements or electrics or anything like such. I know I would be too tired after going to places to celebrate and will sleep right away when im back. That would be such a WASTE! I want to welcome the year with Jesus alone. Just me and Him. :D Sounds sweet right? LOL Of course except those moments when my phones couldn't stop singing-with-annoying-joy and when i felt bad for not wishing especially those who sent me right at 12 o'clock! Well, besides of that motive, i felt bad for leaving my parents to celebrate it alone themselves. They'd been busy with their works so didn't plan for anything for this year. Thus, don't blame me for being unfriendly alright? :)

God simply brought repentance into my heart yesterday night. I was actually expecting other bigger stuffs.*smile in regret of such*. Well, He did give me an image of an eagle's head more focusing to the eye part. The typical-yellow one. I was not really sure about that image but the explanation that came was that i will see beyond and further what normally people won't see. *innocent eyes..yes?* Am actually wondering whether that was what Shyju Mathew was trying to say to me? Ugh, its really not-cool and so-more-than-not-nice when He wants to speak to me so much yet my ears or eyes are still not sure. (i really really hope and pray that i am able to be so close to God, so intimate until I can be so sure of God's voice and to go forward to it! Time to soak more in Him!! WEE! Like Pastor Ann! Haha! That would be one of my resolution for this year and the years to come too!) Back to the night, after that moment though, again He brought repentance into my heart and i know it's something really urgent back again.*uh oh* Well, in the end i know He wants me to empty the rubbish thats in me and my head so much more before He can fill me with Him more!*Repentance to welcome the new year? Not a bad one to start one eh?=P*

Awesome joy, i'm a sinner,yet He by His mercy accepts those who are willing to repent.

Have a great day!